The thing I am abt 2 write here actually started out as a poem then it routed itself in2 smething which can b said as my thoughts on a particular issue...... Usually all my stuff whether its a poem or a story.....is based on my thoughts.....or wat I am thinking at that moment......
This was my latest.....when I just thought abt a frnd I had in my college days and so the credit goes 2 her...... Damn she used 2 crib literally on evrything...... I have only I wrd....GROW UP.....make that 2 wrds......
Anywayz this is the stuff which I feel
There was a time in my life when I thought wat was th necessity of me living on this planet so call Earth....
All that matters 2 evry1 is they themselves..... The FANTASY WRLD they live in....
And 2 survive in this place, u need 2 b like them or u r considered as an OUTLAW....
It was then I askd myself....Do I want 2 live lie just fr th sake of being accepted???
Who was I kiddin???
Thats when I decided....
I live life the way I want 2....
I dont giv a DAMN 2 wat ppl think...
Come onnnn....Wats th point in living ur shrt LIFE on sme1 elses terms....
Its just pure DUMBNESS....... And if u r doin that.....then its time u stop!!!!
Dint u ever hear a voice in ur head asking "Y am I doin this? I knw that I dont want 2 do it....but Y am I still doin it??"
Dont give me a NO
BCoz I am sure u hav heard it....or may b u hav suppressed it so much that u cant hear it anymore.....And if u hav heard it then its th time fr u 2 giv it a thought.......
Bcoz accordin 2 me its U and only U who has a control/hold over urself....No1 absolutely No1 has the right 2 control U.
Dont think of changing the things around U........Atleast till u 1st learn 2 control urself.....Accd 2 me if u cant control wats within u....then hw the HELL can u even think of changing evrything around u????
!! THE REVOLT HAS BEGUN!!
REVOLT against ur STUPIDNESS
Dont live ur LIFE just fr th sake of keepin others HAPPY
CONQUER urself then u wll c that evrything wll fall in 2 their respective places
Th things I am relating 2 here is mainly based on wat ppl in a grp usually feel...... They tend 2 go wt the crwd just fr th sake of being wt them....and its really STUPID.....They nvr want 2 shw out their feelings or nvr want 2 go against any of the other ppls decisions...so they go ahead and do wat they actually dont want 2 do.....I knw a lot of ppl who do that....and th worst thing abt them is the CRIBBING they do afterwards....GOD.....I really hate it.....They say that I shudnt hav done it, May b that was wrong, may b v shd hav gone 2 sme other place, It wud hav been much fun if v wud hav done it this way......and a lot others.....I dont hav the patience 2 write all the crap cribbing ppl do.....
If u thought of smething speak it out man......let go of those things inside u......and if u hav suppresseed it then dont giv it a 2nd thought.....and DONT CRIB
CRIBBING is smething the weak ppl do......u r nvr born WEAK..... U become WEAK..... And its ur FAULT.......
And heres th best thing I told this stuff 2 my frnd.....and she got so annoyed...that she told r u really my frnd.....I am here 2 share my sadness and u r givin me a lecture...... Then I told that I told u wat I felt take it or leave it.....and frm that day on she nvr spoke..... AMAZING NA
I treat my frnds like how I treat myself....and I hate 2 c them go down.....so its like this u nvr knw wat 2 xpect frm me.....but watevr I say is direct frm ME 2 U. Its like if I was in that situation I wud hav done that.......
This is wat I am and alwayz wll b.....No matter wat......
I live LIFE the way I want 2
I dont giv a DAMN 2 wat ppl think
I say wats on my MIND
and if its hard 2 SWALLOW it.....
Dont wrry I can HELP.....
by SHOVING it down ur THROAT.....
If U hav a problem wt ME or my NATURE.....
U r free 2 contact my ATTITUDE.....
A wrd of CAUTION though....
My ATTITUDE can go HAY-WIRE smetimes.....
and I am not responsible fr th EMOTIONAL DAMAGES caused during that PERIOD.
This is who I am.....Live wt or wtout it....I really dont giv a DAMN
NOTE: I use Anime 2 xpress my views in a more easier way.....and all th pics wll b related 2 wat I say.....
Like the 1st pic showz me thinking at my best place......I am actually the creature of the night so I luv dark pictures.....or the 1s that show a lot of hidden emmotions in it
2nd pic is th 2 sides of ur nature fighting 2 cum out.....ur inner feelings or the fake 1s.....
3rd pic is the picture that showz that victory wlll b urz if u listen and do only wat actually u want 2.....and thats one of my fav pics bcoz I c my attitude in that pic
Its been yrz since I hav written a blog......so its kinda rusty......but.....anywayz after a few posts I wll b back 2 it....
3 comments:
what r we brothers or something......ok may be i am a little melodramatic but seriously...seems like u wrote everything from my mouth....well sad about the friend part but i guess its best u got to know sooner than later....ah well they can fool around for all their life but they will understand what they lost, "self" , at one point of their life
well animes are nice too....all i can say is u r gonna write a lot more....even though u r not a guy who writes much....personal experience
i have nothing much 2 say u no
u made me think of my old dayzz my past
and me a bit sad now may be tears will rol down from my eyes..
WEll said Bro .. Respect Your thought but application varies person to person ... If you think back .. Even If u dont repent ..These thoughts didn't develop out of blue .. Where u born with this attitude ??.. I dont think so .. Events mould you ... Ask the same question of yours ... Can u hear the voice somewhere or other within yourself contradicting your own beliefs ... I believe you never Cribbed about anything .. Wow you are a perfectionist.. no offence bro .. You must hav done everything you wanted till date then .. Have you Heard about Principle of equivalent exchange ..i am sure u did .. Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost...So what did you pay for what you are now .. Well Your beleifs dont let you go back in past .. When You trust some one and reveal your discomfort , You can consider it either Cribbin or Opening up .. I wouldnt blame the person who opened up ..You might have been out in this world with silver spoon in your mouth .. The World is not same for everyone buddy .. I donno why I feel The people who try to Remain strong or have an attitude are worried about their weakness within but those who seem weak have a better hold over themselves bcoz They have nothin to hide about thier true self .. Well Newayz Amazing blog bro .. Just that it contradicts my belief ..This is just what i feel but i would say u right too .. You scan over the surface .. I act within it !! .. So take care .. Hav Fun .. Rock On \m/
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